Wow. Last post was in August and I remember it like it was yesterday. No joke, time is going by really quickly. Not that I really mind because 2010 hasn't been great. Just waiting on 2011 to turn my leaf.
Currently listening to songs that I listened to non-stop in year 8 and feeling quite nostalgic.
Fun facts;
1) I remember posting "I hate love" as my Facebook status 2 years ago and BenJ commenting "you can't use emotions against each other".
2) I also remember posting "it's like I'm falling in love all over again, but for the first time I know that it feels right". And Maansi commented "who? ;)"
I don't understand why I remember such trivial things from two years ago.
Saturday, December 18, 2010
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
ambiguity
you're beautiful and you're always shining
your happiness to me is worth more than diamonds
many people out there but you're worth keeping
it's 8 letters, 3 words and 1 meaning
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
let the beats roll.
Weekly Capricorn Horoscope - Week of 28th June, 2010
The Full Moon eclipse which took place on the weekend was in your sign - a sure message from the skies - it's time to stop thinking so much about someone else, and time to start investing some emotional energy into your own well-being. This is a potentially highly emotional time so don't be surprised if life feels extra intense. The trick is not to loose your cool, and to stay mindful of the fact that what happens now can be a path to your future. The Full Moon eclipse is definitely a marker for you - it can also be a turning point. If you're not happy about where you life is headed, it's time to turn and face a new direction.
Monday, June 14, 2010
aussie vs. germany
Just one more hour to go until the game- I think I'm starting to feel sleepy.. NOOO! I have stayed up 'til now, I must stay awake. Oh, why hello internet shopping!
Day 2 — Your Crush
I just realised that this was from Tumblr and you were supposed to post pictures to answer these days. Yeah, like that's ever going to happen.
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favourite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favourite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror
I just realised that this was from Tumblr and you were supposed to post pictures to answer these days. Yeah, like that's ever going to happen.
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favourite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favourite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror
Sunday, June 13, 2010
another attempt
As Yun said, I have lots and tots of close friends. Butttt:
Marcella Ho Ching Lau aka zehzeh - You are everything you could ever want in a sister. You listen to my problems, you give me advice, you tell me about your life and I tell you about mine. You care for me so much and even though I don't talk to you everyday, if something happens I email you straight away. You care for me a lot and when you didn't want to tell me about your thing because I just got out of my thing because you cared about my emotions really made me love you even more. It sucks not going to the same school with you anymore because at times I feel like I'm drifting from you, but you will always be my zeh and I will always be your mui.
Annie Li & Yun Shu - You two are my soulmates. It's not that kind of romantic soulmate, but a soulmate you understand you for who you are, they stick by you whenever times go astray and you know they'll ALWAYS only be a phonecall away. I've only known you two for a year and a half and it just seems so surreal that you can find two people so amazing and so perfect in every way for you in that short period of time. I love you two heaps.
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favourite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favourite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror
Saturday, June 12, 2010
Thursday, June 3, 2010
baby let go
Can I just say, today was an absolutely fantastic day. It felt like everything was right again.
I'm more like Phoebe from FRIENDS than I thought before. I have this habit of being too scared to do things, and I need 'signs' and 'coincidences' to happen before I do the thing. Yes, some of them are really stupid and obviously are coincidences, but today on the afternoon bus. THAT WAS NOT A COINCIDENCE. Smack bang right in the face OMFGWTFBBQ.
So it's now to do, or not to do. But then I think .. whatever you want to do, do it now. For life is time and time is all there is.
The weather has just been so dreary. Time like these, I need a Pokemon.
Cherry on top today was seeing my best friend from Year 4 - Elizabeth Hung. Some of you may know her from my stories ...
Could not wipe the smile off my face .. ahh :)
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Like a shot, to my heart.
When I saw, you tonight.
Like a dream, come alive for the very first time.
When we touch, in the dark.
Baby you, glow in my mind.
Wish I can fix, you and me in this moment of time.
You got it but I won’t give it up shawty,
Step it up for me and i’ll give you everything.
All my life, all my love,
I’d give you my fortune and fame, I have to give you my name.
Girl you take me higher, than I ever been before
My feet don’t touch the floor, fly
The sky’s the limit, the sky’s the limit
Girl you take me up up up up up up up up
Girl you take me up, you take me higher
The sky’s the limit, the sky’s the limit.
When we dance, when we kiss
Does it get any better than this
How you shine, trap in the spotlight
Finally mine, yeah
Baby lets go, lets get outta here
Baby let go, got nothing to fear.
And now that we’re here, lets disappear, into the night.
You got it but I won’t give it up shawty,
Step it up for me and i’ll give you everything.
All my life, all my love,
I’d give you my fortune and fame, I have to give you my name.
Girl you take me higher, than I ever been before
My feet don’t touch the floor, fly
The sky’s the limit, the sky’s the limit
Girl you take me up up up up up up up up
Girl you take me up, you take me higher
The sky’s the limit, the sky’s the limit.
Oh up up girl you take me up, oh yeah
Oh the sky’s the limit, the sky’s the limit
My feet are on the ceiling, they don’t wanna touch the ground anymore.
All but a feeling, I can feel it, can you feel it?
Girl you take me higher, than I ever been before
My feet don’t touch the floor, fly
The sky’s the limit, the sky’s the limit
Girl you take me up up up up up up up up
Girl you take me up, girl you take me up up up up up
The sky’s the limit, the sky’s the limit
I'm more like Phoebe from FRIENDS than I thought before. I have this habit of being too scared to do things, and I need 'signs' and 'coincidences' to happen before I do the thing. Yes, some of them are really stupid and obviously are coincidences, but today on the afternoon bus. THAT WAS NOT A COINCIDENCE. Smack bang right in the face OMFGWTFBBQ.
So it's now to do, or not to do. But then I think .. whatever you want to do, do it now. For life is time and time is all there is.
The weather has just been so dreary. Time like these, I need a Pokemon.
Cherry on top today was seeing my best friend from Year 4 - Elizabeth Hung. Some of you may know her from my stories ...
Could not wipe the smile off my face .. ahh :)
---
Like a shot, to my heart.
When I saw, you tonight.
Like a dream, come alive for the very first time.
When we touch, in the dark.
Baby you, glow in my mind.
Wish I can fix, you and me in this moment of time.
You got it but I won’t give it up shawty,
Step it up for me and i’ll give you everything.
All my life, all my love,
I’d give you my fortune and fame, I have to give you my name.
Girl you take me higher, than I ever been before
My feet don’t touch the floor, fly
The sky’s the limit, the sky’s the limit
Girl you take me up up up up up up up up
Girl you take me up, you take me higher
The sky’s the limit, the sky’s the limit.
When we dance, when we kiss
Does it get any better than this
How you shine, trap in the spotlight
Finally mine, yeah
Baby lets go, lets get outta here
Baby let go, got nothing to fear.
And now that we’re here, lets disappear, into the night.
You got it but I won’t give it up shawty,
Step it up for me and i’ll give you everything.
All my life, all my love,
I’d give you my fortune and fame, I have to give you my name.
Girl you take me higher, than I ever been before
My feet don’t touch the floor, fly
The sky’s the limit, the sky’s the limit
Girl you take me up up up up up up up up
Girl you take me up, you take me higher
The sky’s the limit, the sky’s the limit.
Oh up up girl you take me up, oh yeah
Oh the sky’s the limit, the sky’s the limit
My feet are on the ceiling, they don’t wanna touch the ground anymore.
All but a feeling, I can feel it, can you feel it?
Girl you take me higher, than I ever been before
My feet don’t touch the floor, fly
The sky’s the limit, the sky’s the limit
Girl you take me up up up up up up up up
Girl you take me up, girl you take me up up up up up
The sky’s the limit, the sky’s the limit
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
sweet baby, understand me
This is me at 11:25pm and absolutely unable to sleep- an emotional wreck. I have a science bookmark and test tomorrow that basically determines my report and I could not care less. Thank you Crystal for voicing everything everyone has been feeling lately.. I cried reading it, and now crying again at the thought of how genuinely true it is. I so badly want everything to go back to how it was - Forever Young, wasn't it? I still believe in it, and I hope you all do too.
1) This picture reminds me of the Europe trip in the beginning of April - the castle reminds me of Paris Disneyland and the wide open road reminds me of Versailles Palace. I have so many photos like this, best friends all posing in front of the camera without a worry in the world. To you: I'm sorry that it's not like this anymore, I'm sorry that it's all over, I'm sorry that you're walking your road alone. But the truth is that I'm done apologising, it's been you all along.
2) To the girls & the guys: I love you all so, so much. I love how every single one of you are unique in your own quirky way and how you guys never stop making me smile. We're going to stay like this for a long time coming xx
3) To the friends, the friends of friends & the people I wish to know better: We're all in this together and we're going to get past this phase. Nobody can go back and erase what's happened, but anyone can start tomorrow with a new ending. 'Here's my wish for you: comfort on difficult days, smiles when sadness intrudes, rainbows to follow the clouds, laughter to kiss your lips, sunsets to warm your heart, hugs when spirits sag, beauty for your eyes to see, friendships to brighten your being, faith so that you can believe, confidence for when you doubt, courage to know yourself, patience to accept the truth and love to complete your life.' We are Ruse 2012. We are Young Forever.
So let's all make a wish, forget the past and keep our chins up.
Lastly, I'll leave you with a quote I live by:
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
do you remember?
Hey guys.
Remember when our grade loved each other?
Remember Love Meme?
Remember when we (or most people) looked forward to school?
Remember the rants on blogs?
Do you remember?
Remember when life was simple?
Remember year 9?
Remember teasing Burgo about Shane?
Remember when we ruled the canteen?
Remember life without laptops?
Do you remember?
Where are those days? Where are the times when we were all friends?
The love? Friendship? The 1000 + comments on Love Meme? Remember how the word spread?
I know I've been a part of this mess that we've become, but I want it to stop. As Phoebe said 'STOP THIS MAAADNESS!'.
I know that words cannot be taken back, actions cannot be undone, but I hope we can all work this out. As much as I want to go back and change things, make things like they were, we all know I can't. Nothing can. So live with decisions you make. Some of you may not know what the hell I am on about, neither do I, but I just feel so sad that I can't look forward to school anymore.
You have no idea how I what I would give to turn back time. Make everything right.
Whatever you want to do, do it now. For life is time and time is all there is.
So go tell your friends you love them. Tell your crushes how you feel (stop posting the questions on Formspring lol!). Talk to someone in our grade you haven't talked to before. Make new friends.
And please don't troll this post. I just can't be bothered anymore.
From now on, I'm going to try and change. You know? I've put myself in a situation where I'm losing people. It sucks non-existent balls.
Yeah, I still have no idea what I'm talking about. It made sense in my head before I typed it out.
So, I'm asking you as a friend, acquaintance or enemy;
Do you remember?
Remember when our grade loved each other?
Remember Love Meme?
Remember when we (or most people) looked forward to school?
Remember the rants on blogs?
Do you remember?
Remember when life was simple?
Remember year 9?
Remember teasing Burgo about Shane?
Remember when we ruled the canteen?
Remember life without laptops?
Do you remember?
Where are those days? Where are the times when we were all friends?
The love? Friendship? The 1000 + comments on Love Meme? Remember how the word spread?
I know I've been a part of this mess that we've become, but I want it to stop. As Phoebe said 'STOP THIS MAAADNESS!'.
I know that words cannot be taken back, actions cannot be undone, but I hope we can all work this out. As much as I want to go back and change things, make things like they were, we all know I can't. Nothing can. So live with decisions you make. Some of you may not know what the hell I am on about, neither do I, but I just feel so sad that I can't look forward to school anymore.
You have no idea how I what I would give to turn back time. Make everything right.
Whatever you want to do, do it now. For life is time and time is all there is.
So go tell your friends you love them. Tell your crushes how you feel (stop posting the questions on Formspring lol!). Talk to someone in our grade you haven't talked to before. Make new friends.
And please don't troll this post. I just can't be bothered anymore.
From now on, I'm going to try and change. You know? I've put myself in a situation where I'm losing people. It sucks non-existent balls.
Yeah, I still have no idea what I'm talking about. It made sense in my head before I typed it out.
So, I'm asking you as a friend, acquaintance or enemy;
Do you remember?
Monday, May 31, 2010
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